I wrote down everything that was going on in my head - a lot of asking for help and a lot of gibberish in between. They wrote back and said:
"There are many forces working through you right now. You need not do anything. Just let them reverberate in you. We know that it may be uncomfortable, but power is being opened up inside you. You can also choose to shut this power down again. You do that through getting on the computer compulsively, eating compulsively, making phone calls compulsively...these are just some of the ways you choose to shut off the power that is opening in you. Remember that it is simply energy. There is nothing to be afraid of."
Nothing to be afraid of?!? I'm creating my one-woman show! And I just performed it for the first time this weekend. It is the one of the most difficult things I've ever done artistically. It is making me grow and I can feel it. It feels uncomfortable. And, there is still a part of me that whispers, "Stay small." That part of me is tricky, insidious... scared. I thank God, the Universe, my Guides, Great Spirit - all the higher ups - for the support that I receive to keep going, take the risk, and let myself get bigger.
If you are needing support to keep going, take the risk and let yourself get bigger, sign up for my next 1-Day Artists Workshop. This work builds on itself. The more consistent you are with it, the more open your body and energy stay...which in turn, allows more of a Yes to what Life wants to bring to you. So, if you are ready for more consistent powerful support, join the 4-week Evolving Artist's Group.